That's me. A bowl full of mush. I just put Ryan down for the night. I was rocking in his peaceful room and smelling his toddler head while I listened to the sound of his clock tick. I was suddenly overwhelmed with how much I love him. I was almost in tears and could hardly breathe just thinking about how awesome it is to be his mom.
My first thought after this episode was something along the lines of you-are-a-blubbering-idiot.
The second was: I wonder if this is how God feels when He thinks about loving me...
...just something to think about.
